IWill blogs
The moment everyone realised that their son had someone in his life now, they started brainwashing him.
That I was control freak, I was childish, that my happiness was my selfishness, that he wasn't a man enough he would always be around me.
Every morning I would miss my mother's walking in my room and asking me for food.
My father loving me and in this house, people only bothered about what I did for them, telling me to always prove myself, be alone and isolated.
It is a darkspace where you felt locked and unheard.
It feels like you need to escape but you don't know where to escape and how.
It feels like you are unloved and that no one cares.
It feels like all is over for you and you don't matter.
My husband completely changed through therapy. He spends time with me. He knows i am his responsibility and he is mine... I have started going back to work. I don't let anyone hurt me anymore, nor I am less than anyone.