I had never expected that he would fall for this manipulation and make me so vulnerable
I couldn't imagine a life without him and this life was miserable.
I felt let down but didn't know what to do.
Marriage is companionship, marriage is comfort, marriage is your safe place. And if this can't be that, i don't want to be a burden on him, nor take the weight of this dead relationship.
He and i are joining couple therapy and that's the chance we have. But I am approaching this not with fear, but calmness.
I trust the process and i am not worried of the outcome.