Narcissists can ruin your life! Mine was ruined too!
I faced everything because I was up against a narcissist!
She was jealous of me so she ensured that those who I love, isolate me! Everything was used to enable that. Drama, attention, lies, manipulation, painting my Normal behavior as problematic, making me look like some evil who has come to take their space.
She was so hurtful to me that every small loss or failure I had, she would repeat many times in front of me, comparing me to people to bring in extreme self-confidence issues and anxiety in me! So much so that I felt like a hurt ball all the time!
She would insult everything related to me, make subtle fun of my parents and their habits, in a “nice” way ofcourse, make fun of my friends, people who I loved... I was being made to feel ashamed of my associations and life!
I became devastated! Felt like my life’s remote control was in someone’s hand! I had lost track of my goals, I would just cry, just fight or plead for things to change, just feel so drained and warned off and basically a helpless actor in the narcissist’s plot!