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I wanted him to come to my parents, everything was done but then he said he won't be coming.
I wanted him to do a small gesture for him, he soon denied.
Initially when I didn't understand what was happening, it was unsettling and it almost feel like he is not the same person, that he is so unpredictable and that he suddenly behaves completely opposite to what he had promised.
But soon I started realising that my husband's actions, behaviors and mood's remote control is with his family.
I was unable to do anything, even if i expressed love, care, kindness, he saw all of it too only through the lens of what his family wanted him to see it.
He would see this as my way of controlling him or my way of dominating him of my tears in pain and isolation as some calculated move to make him away from his family.
I was so broken, I needed the strength to get out.
I was clear that this marriage would take my life if i continue to be in it.