IWill blogs
And I kept running, chasing, unsuccessfully, feeling bad about myself, hiding, becoming socially withdrawn, as though there was something wrong with me.
AS THOUGH I WASN'T GOOD ENOUGH. AS THOUGH I WAS LESS AND LESS DESERVING, AND SOMETIMES I WOULD THINK, SHOULD I EVEN LIVE?
My therapist at IWill helped me see that I was DESERVING OF BEING, OF LIVING, OF BEING HAPPY as I was and. this is the feeling I needed...
I didn't need approvals of anyone to exist... I didn't need approvals to be myself...