No career. No space for self. Just keeping a face fake in front of the world thinking it will work out or else I will be a failure in front of the world and who wants it.
And each day passing, I lost more of myself.
I was exhausted. I was wanting to hide somewhere and never come out.
And I did. And she heard and empathise but she said one thing, she said I had every right to be happy, get back up.
She said, I had to get back up, forget what people thought of me and remember the Sakshi. The person who I was. She helped me slowly find myself back again, push me to do more.
I got away from toxic people, many relatives who reminded me of how insulting past few years had been for me.
I stopped seeing myself from eyes of others or what might others think. We would be all dead one day anyways. Nothing was worth losing this moment. This life that I had
I am successful. Now in a new company at a senior position.
I am fitter mentally and physically.
I am no longer tired. The more I walk ahead, the more I wish to keep going.
I have not only survived this phase.
I am Sakshi again, and nothing would stop me from keep going ahead now.