IWill blogs
This was me Rajitha. I had changed a lot and gained a lot of courage to atleast be able to do things that make me feel happy and also put myself out of the toxic and ignorant situations my husband was putting me through.
He would always be with his friends to show them being married had not changed the "man" in him. He was still this friend and had same time for them.
He wanted me to take leaves from work to serve others, to please and greet at home.
I was totally forced into a toxic, isolated, lonely, serving situation and this was done to please others.
My husband married me but didnt want to show the world he changed. How can anyone do this to a person who had home, who left that home with dreams of happiness.
I started IWill therapy sessions and here my therapist helped me speak all the pain, empathise with me and then helped me slowly learn how to be in charge of my own happiness.
But I am glad, I don't cry and be weak and beg for attention. I don't let no one, not even my husband take me for granted and break me to please others.
I am not a prop. And i am glad I have the strength now