Sania Mishra
My husband was the nicest person in the room except for when he was with me...
He loved spending time with others in the family, friends but with me, he always pretended like he didn't want to talk.
He would do things for others, but when it came to me, he expected me to run around the whole day to do things and forget help, he never even offered it.
If I would say something, his ego would get so hurt that he would give the complete silent treatment or get angry and not listen.
It was great fun for him I guess to ignore me!
He would always feel bad if I said something or asserted...
In our arguments, the way he took offense and wanted to feel superior would hurt me a lot!
If I did something against his wish or even tried to, the way he did DRAMA was just so fear striking and also unbearable... I had stopped taking my decisions out of this fear
I felt scared "I HOPE NO ONE IN MY FAMILY KNOWS, THIS WILL BE TOO INSULTING"
I joined IWill therapy, not knowing what to do... I wanted someone to speak to... I was so weak within me... I didn't know what is the next step... My abuse at home was breaking me...
Today I have a job, I am living on my own...
People said things about me but they don't matter...
At least I am living without fear, without discrimination, without that CONTINOUS TOXIC SILENT AND SECONDARY TREATMENT THAT WAS GIVEN TO ME...