Depression made my silence so big that everyone could hear it! 

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How Depression Was Talking?
What has happened? You never step out?
You missed that family function again?
You were again on sick leave? 
No worries , we will give this project to someone else are you OK? 
You are always lying down. What's up with you? What's with your schedule?
Why are you so locked up these days? 

It was showing all over, my silence, my pain, my depression!

Reasons I became this way! 

And yet no one wanted to see or could see the reasons this got brought on

I was ignored after marriage. No time with a partner that was my own.

No support or respect for my career.
No appreciation when I needed it.

Thanklessness for all the caregiving, thanklessness for all love, for all the care.

Blames and remarks for my inability but no blame on anyone for breaking me

This kept going on until I couldn't be happy anymore, couldn't work, couldn't keep any motivation, couldn't keep myself together.
I became sad deeper and deeper inside, so sad that I didn't need any reasons further to be more sad

So lonely that I couldn't connect with people anymore

So pained in sleep that I couldn't get the rest anymore

Depression they call it clinically, for me it was pain drowning me, a Mental pain! 

I was lost!

I didn't want help. And hence I kept denying it.

I needed someone to understand me, hear my side of story, not treat me like an I'll person, but a person who has suffered and needs to be seen!

I read an article on iwill and I booked a session

The therapist at IWill spoke to me with so much empathy, rather than seeing me as a bunch of symptoms, she saw me as one full person.

She didn't blame me for my failures, she pointed out my successes.

She helped me start small things, and if I couldn't, there would still be understanding.
She helped me see how my thoughts had accumulated only what others made me feel, ignoring what reality was. She helped me see that I had the biggest responsibility for myself! I needed to assert, to be happy! Therapy at IWill helped me challenge my thoughts, and my pain, she helped me see the person hidden behind my tears!  

And my depression is lifted and I have made my life differently!

I got a promotion
I assert
I stand up for myself
I go out with people I want and block those who sap my energy.

I have really become the person I was and now my actions and my happiness speaks much louder than any silence ever DID!

Seek therapy at IWill if you could relate to signs shared. You don't have to go anywhere just book sessions recommended to you and invest in your peace, happiness and inner healing